3.22 miles in 45:00
I thought with age and wisdom (let's be real, it's mostly age) that I could grow past that and not fall into the same pitfalls with coaching. But here I am, eight months later, struggling. I'm not good at eating clean (because cake). I still don't know how I got through P90X because as it turns out, I kinda suck at following a workout program exactly (because half marathons). I spend way too much time comparing myself to other coaches and coming up short, which is stupid, but true (because Lindsay Matway).
But I just spent two weeks pretty much unplugged from the coaching world and when I got back, something in me snapped. I realized that living this double life of being perfect on social media while having a really tough time in my personal life was just dumb. So I'm knocking it off and being honest. And I'm also BRAGGING ON MYSELF A LITTLE. Let's start here. Today's run was freaking slow.